I was wondering if
I should find back my friends who I enjoyed talking to but
disappeared because I didn't stand up for myself or tried to clarify to them but
should I ask them if they could be my friend again and
believe in the worthless penniless ugly me
I'm not someone who can express my thoughts very well
and not someone who can defend myself very well either
becoming someone who is used to getting blamed
or would rather become the sacrifice
becoming extremely stupid in the process
but no matter how I think about it
there's no way I can be a fox and ...
what if one day I couldn't fight for what I want
so .. I probably should start on my ex friends first
IDK
And
I'm applying for an internship in Denmark
Since the United States didn't work out but
that doesn't seem to be working out either
I think .. I'll keep trying but urgh so many buts
IDK frustrated
Song of the day:
Cover - Lies (G.O.D) by Lee Soojung
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